A little bit closer,
I know me = not beautiful sometimes
So what was the secret you ask
What did that prick whisper to me?
Was it playful and flirty?
Or degrading and dirty?
So what did he say?
To make me so goddamn defiant
So fucking triumphant

Relations, in direct competition
Domination
The players, disguised as the lovers
The best friend
A game of ( Read more... )

he's doing it again
she swore she'd never let it get like this
never let herself feel this way again
never let him have the power to make her feel like this
but like always she's screwed up
she cracked open her armor and let him seep through
stupid girl with stupid emotions
love... 
what is it? 
stress 
pain
fear

but along with the bad there was the good
love ( Read more... )

It's almost like you had it planned. It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time." And what was I supposed to do? I was stuck in between you and a hard place We won't talk about the hard place. But I don't blame you anymore. That's too much pain to store. It left me half dead inside my head. And boy, ( Read more... )

i hate the fact that im completely unmotivated to do anything lately.
there's so much i want to do / learn, but im being an idoit and just wasting my days curled up in bed missing all the hours that include sunlight.

i want to....
try to paint (i often wonder if i'd be any good at it)
learn how to speak another language (either german of french)
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my trip was amazing
and
so was my first night back

Happy Birthday!
Heather Marie Nardy
Nov. 1985 - Aug. 2005
R.I.P.

<3

I DON'T understand why i feel like this. (this: being oddly depressed or unmotivated or just lacking some sort of something that just needs to be there)

everything has been going good. im turning 21 finally, im going to vegas, i'm happy with my friends and the guy in my life, my family is good, i'm moving away to go to a school i really really want ( Read more... )

five days until my twenty-first birthday and vegas. soooooooooooo excited!!!!!

and other than that everthing else has been going real good lately. i hope that keeps up. atleast until i get back.

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i kind of miss my blonde hair   : (