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extentions are kind of annoying.

inhailing antiobiotics in powder form. she sat curled up in a corner wishing, begging, praying for it all to go away. so much fell all at once. she's stuggling to breathe. her conditions growing worse by each moment that passes. she's dying. being destroyed from the inside soon to show on the outs. sit down. start crying. stand up. STOP! JUST STOP! ( Read more... )

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it moves through circles. a relationship that's then and now and ::again:: and then and now. repetitive circles.

so then why does something feel different?

i've been staring at the floor so long i've forgotten how to swallow, how to breathe. i know the awkwardness will wear off, but for now my nerves are raw. Three new faces means allowing some time to adjust to a new situation. means letting go and learning how to trust. we're improving more each time we meet , but camaraderie doesn't come easy for ( Read more... )

My body aches for things lost gone, my mind, my spirit they age with each passing day as beloved memories fade more and more and become replaced with new experiences.

I'm enjoying the consequences of life while regretting the fact I didn't embrace it sooner. What was that made me, the people behind me, the works that had inspired me, have gone ( Read more... )

Everyone Deserves

  
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i feel awful. i haven't got this sick in a long ass time. infact the only time i've felt this bad was last year after i had my sugery and even that wasnt so bad. i couldn't breathe through my nose and i just looked like i had lost a boxing match or like the lady at publix thought i had an abusive boyfriend. "you should leave him" haha dumbass naive ( Read more... )

breathe in. she sat holding herself close. chin resting upon knees, arms wrapped around her legs. her hearts racing waiting for a reply. for she has just said the things that have been locked up inside of her for the last year and a half. breathe out.