Funny how things fall into play! Take a few days ago didn't really ever see it coming not even on the way over but hey not like I didn't want it to happen. Only thing is that it was not as a big a deal as I thought it would be, I mean she said that she knew it would happen but I didn't and even when it did still no suprise but god knows a loved it ( Read more... )

Everything happens for a reason! Thats what I have been told by many people lately the one's who are close to me. But if every things happens for a reason then how can I ever make my own choice without being in control of my life? I did what I did because I wanted to not other reason really or at least none that I can think of at the time. I ( Read more... )

Well how weird it is that things can change so fast within a matter of days. Got a Fair job have had it for the past 4 days and I make pretty good cash. I get a new car within under a month as well so thats a up side as well. It's only 8:45 now and I have no desire to sleep any time soon but o well. I had a nice long and I mean LONG chat with a old ( Read more... )

Second chance's are so rare to find when you are looking in all the wrong places when you don't need to be looking at all, you just have to make them you're self. I'm tired of everyone on my back about my life, thats all I have been hearing for the past 2 days I will live my life the way I want to live and and I'll be happy living it that way I do ( Read more... )

Have you ever looked at a person and thought to you'reself I wonder if they are like this all teh time or do they have some other life that no one knows about. Many people that I see during the day I think that of but most you can tell right off if they do are not. I noticed that today almost everyone I know see's that of me that I only live with ( Read more... )

When you're body and mind go though something, something very bad afterwards you begin to get back to normal you're body begins to learn how to deal with it and moves on. Have you ever noitced how when ever the next time something happens just the same as the last you can take it alot better as if you're body were Imnune to it some how just from ( Read more... )

How many things hold you to this earth? How many things do you love with every fiber of you're being? How far would you be willing to go to see that they are happy and are safe, to see that nothing every harms them so that they never know what the word pain means. This hole world was created by pain and built by war everything you see and was the ( Read more... )

Today has to be the slowest day that I have ever had and I don't know why nothing is going on later and I feel better then I have in days. I earned some cash for this weekend so thats a up side today but I almost fell though a roof doing it. Oh and working in a atic really really sucks so if you ever have a choice don't take that one lol. I have ( Read more... )

I have never felt better right now. It was calming, relaxing, peaceful, happy, and very exotic lol. It's funny how you hate something and turn you're back on it but when faced with it you don't seem to remember why hate it's face and when you feel it you don't remember why you ever ran from it to begin with. It's very different this time...I really ( Read more... )

Out of all the things I have felt and the wounds that have been made and all the scars that are lift to remind me of things what I have lift from last night is the best I have ever gotten. It's weird how things turn out you think you want one thing and then when it comes down to it you want something else. It was like a movie but not as fun as ( Read more... )