Here's where I start shutting down and pushing things out. people out. to work on myself. I'm finally willing. I created a plan, escape route, and am going to stick to it. I'm going to pull myself out of this with no one's help but my own... for his sake, at least ( Read more... )

I am a believer ( Read more... )

A customer I don't normally speak to beyond "hello" and "how are you?" has a gift. Probably the same gift I have, but is more in tune with it ( Read more... )

I went with my gut last night. Bought some flowers, some snacks, and a beer, last night. Told you I would see you tomorrow, but surprised you on your stoop, last night. Cried between the sheets as we held our love together, last night. Told you I would never leave you, but went home to my new bed, last night. Can't wait to see you and remind you of ( Read more... )

I DO NOT like mind fucks.

I am satisfied with everything I have. I have been blessed with an opportunity to be free and together at the same time.

I love him. Always have and always will. Mhmm.

Fucking christ. What a weird day.

OH and this is my favorite song. Whaaaat... get it.

I'm not close to my family. I rarely talk about them because the thought of our situation brings me back so much pain and animosity. I was always the black sheep. I never had a hero growing up and never looked up to my parents... in fact, their mistakes fueled my motivation to be better. They set a par for me to blow out of the water. Always have, ( Read more... )

The new addition to my life, Rocket, is the biggest drama queen of a cat I have ever met. But I'm starting to really like having him around ( Read more... )

This has been the hardest experience I have ever had to live through in my life. I feel so torn between my wants to be free and between my unconditional love for the man I belong to ( Read more... )

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Her songs have always gotten me through my toughest times.

( RANT. )