where do i start ( Read more... )

Life can be so terribly cruel. I feel like I'm stuck in this horrible limbo. I am so sorry.

I can be such a horrible person.

fuck. you.

Hi. I'm 21. I'm a pre-med student. I have loads of substance, trust me. I work for Whole Foods. I like it. I have a really morbid sense of humor. I am a hopeless romantic with a hopeless love life. I know what I want, 40% of the time. I like boundaries and knowing my limits.

I'm a fuck up, but who isn't.

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You spend your whole life meticulously refining your idea of the perfect person for you and once you find them you give yourself completely and whole-heartedly. You sacrifice your wants for their joy. You chisel away at the wood you two found and carve it into the embodiment of your beliefs in one another. You step back, and chisel away any ( Read more... )

I'm really bad at hiding my feelings an am even worse at lying. I've tortured myself for 4 days. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't eat. I was dieing inside. My heart has taken a two year beating... and I didn't realize it fully till Friday night ( Read more... )

"The wise man learns from the mistakes of others, while the fool learns from his own ( Read more... )

I've been walking down memory lane a lot lately. More than usual ( Read more... )

I have this tendency to spend an obscene amount of money on food. I love to cook and write up new recipes--but lets be realistic. I have a shopping addiction. One that has left me in a pretty tight predicament. I'm incredibly poor at the moment and am being forced to raid the non-perishables. SO, Taylor and I are expirimenting with going grocery ( Read more... )