This is kind of hypocritical. But I'm human. Right ( Read more... )

This song makes me feel good, and as much as I'd like to revert back to sulking in my depression, I can't turn this song off. But the song will end. I mean, eventually. Every good thing has to come to an end.

I'm surprisingly really calm with all that is happening right now. The story is too long to explain and I'm over being upset about my future.

I'll be okay.

I'm SO glad I don't work early tomorrow. Me and a certain special can of Pbr have a date.

it's all dead--for now.
I know it will back. It always comes back.

But for now, I'm content.

maybe there is something here i am forgetting. something i am overlooking. maybe this is just another phase that will fizzle out just as it came in.

i am totally in love with you. more than you will ever know. i will figure out what is my issue and hopefully will resolve this inner turmoil once and for all.

you are worth my troubles.
i think.

The obvious answer is there. Stay. Skip the heartache, skip the unnecessary bullshit, and just stay. I'm being so god damn selfish.

I'm just so scared. I'm not a quitter. I'm stuck in a corner. This feeling isn't going to go away.

I want to be by myself.
Alone in a city where no one knows my name.

I am just too fucking young.

( :/ )

The past haunts me. Always has, always will ( Read more... )

I love those days where you get just that little bit accomplished just so you don't feel totally unproductive. Only to spend the majority of the day cuddling, munching, reminiscing, watching movies, laughing, smooching, you know, keeping that four-year spark burning on.

I cherish days like this one :)

Ps. I LOVE FRASIER. a lot.

I'm making myself some breakfast ( Read more... )