went to go visit all my tipshit friends today. it was great, i only got to see them for like half an hour, so that sucked. i'm hopefully gonna go visit them again next week or sumthin. i really hope so. it was funny, i'd walk into a room, and everyone would give me a funny look then ten seconds later as i would be leaving half the people would be ( Read more... )

i went down to burlington last night with danielle to see alex before he left for governor's school. we went to greensboro and had thai food that was pretty good. then we went to the beverage gallery and i had waaaaay too much caffine. we played stupid card games for like 2 hours, it was great. i invented speed rummy, otherwise known ass KADS rummy ( Read more... )

yea, so, umm, tuesday night i guess it was, danielle came over and spent the night, well was over all night. we didn't sleep at all, so now i'm completely disoriented. i went to sleep at like 3-30 today and woke up at like 10. now i'm still tired, so ima go bad to bed soon, and hopefully i won't be quite so gone ( Read more... )

i just read something really disturbing. i don't really know how i should respond to it. its not the fact that i'm shocked by what i read, its the fact that i'm so affected by it. i kinda feel like i'm losing control of my emotions again. maybe its cause for a few months everything i was feeling was so suppressed by the stress of school, and now ( Read more... )

yeea, just got home, 2 nights in a row of kris goin out. tonight was boring as hell tho, last night wasn't. last night was great, i went to a party with allison and this guy that i, well not quite have a crush on, but would love to hook up with was there. we set of a bunch of fireworks and had a shit load of fun. tonight was lame, just went down to ( Read more... )

ooh, sooooo happy. i want to go out and have fun!!! i want to go live my life right now because it is summer and nothing is holding me back!! i'm so ready for anything. i'm perfect and i am kris and ain't nothing, nothing gonna stop whatever the fuck i wanna do. hehe, i'm so happy, i'm so happy, i'm so happy i could scream ( Read more... )

i only have one more day of school. i have been wayyy to busy to write in this thing lately, but now that its almost summer. wow, its almost summer. i can't believe this. first year finished at a school since 6th grade. i never thought i'd see the day. it feels great. i feel kinda lame though for being so happy about just finishing a year. i mean ( Read more... )

long day today. i have such conflicted emotions about everything. like take color gaurd for instance. i love it, i love to compete and dance and do cool shit with fun equipment, but i hate the drama. i hate how people don't appreciate my leadership abilities just because this is my second season gaurd at chapel hill, first marching season here. but ( Read more... )

i just got back from this awesome concert. ok, so i've felt like shit for the past 2 days, and today i really felt like my head was going to explode. then i got home and literally passed out for like 2 or 3 hours. then i'm chilling watching tv when my friend alison calls and invites me to a free concert at the cradle. apparently the guitarist came ( Read more... )

i'm so tired, school is just wearing me out. not only that, i'm emotionally, mentally, and socially tired. i'm just tired of dealing with people, and having to try so hard to do anything. i have to force myself to concentrate. i have to consciously keep my emotions in check at all times. all that and its hard for me to slepp, and when i do, i'm out ( Read more... )