things are better, i guess. i went to an all night protest saturday night that was hell, but hey, its all for something better. first one of my friends got punched in the face, then other drunken college guys getting out of the bars were being assholes. then, after everything had calmed down, around 4 in the morning, we were getting ready to get ( Read more... )

i think everything in the world is going to hell, i mean everything. i thought u know that i'd stopped hurting everything i touched, i guess its not quite so true now. the people i love most are now being really hurt, and two are in the hospital. its my curse. i thought it stopped happening after i dumped ryan, i thought it was over. i thought that ( Read more... )

boring ass fucking life. i'm so boring, but yet i have so many problems. someone shoot me right now. yes, shoot me. i'm tired of this stupid drama shit. why do i attract ppl who always have the biggest problems and pull me right into them? do i have a huge sign on my forehead that says "yes i will help you with everything wrong with u, and ruin my ( Read more... )

wow, its been kinda long. not much has happened. i had the flu, i told rob not yet. umm, i went to a wintergaurd comp and got last place, which sucked. we were the only people not to get a trophy. how lame is that? i'm getting pretty good grades and everything is great. i'm going out tonight to hang out with rob and other people. it should be fun. ( Read more... )

wow, tonight was fun. i went out and saw people and hung out, and got asked out by rob. i didn't really give him an answer thought. yea, i'm really tired now though. i have this killer headache. i kinda just want to go to bed, but then i'm actually kinda hyper. v-day sucks. yea, i'm bored. hehehehe

i wish i had alcohol, that makes anything fun...

really, i am. i feel like i anyway. i'm so unbelievably sick right now. i can't even sit up straight w/out getting dizzy, my head constantly hurts, and i'm always about 5 sec away form thwoing up, even thought i haven't. a lot has happened, had my first gaurd competition. we sucked, got 4th, out of 5. i found out the guy i liked for a little bit is ( Read more... )

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on my papers. its so stupid. i don't want to do this.i'm so tired. i had a full day of gaurd practice yesterday (where i did get a dance/saber duet in the beginning). now i'm so sore, and i just don't want to do anything. i wish i could jsut sit on my ass watching tv or playing on the computer all day ( Read more... )

week, bleh, i need a day off. i've had so much work to do lately. plus i have 3 HUGE papers due next week. what is it with teachers all assigning things at once? i swear, they get together and plan it like that, just to make it harder on me. its a fucking conspiracy. and last night at dance it was hard as hell. we started choreographing my modern ( Read more... )

thats my life now, i get really busy, do a lot of stuff, get really tired, then do more. i've been scanning pictures all night, and its really fun, yea, really really fun. thats what i get for being a loser. of course all of the pictures are of my many many friends, i didn't realize how many "friends" i had. obviously they show up when the camera ( Read more... )