do you ever feel like you're so fragile you could break if someone looks at you? you want to cry but tears just build up inside of you? and you know you're headed for a breakdown but can bring yourself to that point where you feel safe enough to do so? that feeling?

im there.

ive basically been working my summer away
im wicked stressed about lots and lots of thigns
i get to see grant tomorow.
im sunburnt.

wo.
fuck.
im going for a very long long long walk.
somewhere on cape cod.

people are setting off fucking fire works and its got the dogs all riled up. ger.

tis been a while.
basically: ive been working my life away, but hey, its summer, if you're from here, its what you do! i got the day off tomorrow :) woo, haha only so i can do lots of cleaning and sorting and such. My car gets fixed next week!! :) and, oh yeah! my scar from my FIRST spinal surgery opened up, lovely.

things have been..okay ( Read more... )

im sick. it sucks. a lot.

been busy so havent had much time to write ( Read more... )

im home for the summer.
i'm with a boy whom i absolutely adore and constantly makes me smile.
lifes still iffy.
i miss jason

this weekend ( Read more... )

basically: my life has been a nightmare for the past month ( Read more... )

Now I'm back out on the street again ( Read more... )