just when you think things cant get worse, they do :'(

just walked 40 minutes to get a pint of ben and jerrys, in sketchy ass beverly.

my care factor: ZERO.

so jasons been amoung the missing for over a month and im getting worried, i even messaged some of his freinds asking if they've seen or heared from him. im very sketched out ( Read more... )

i need to talk to nathan ( Read more... )

i woke up with blue eyes this morning ( Read more... )

okay, so last night, sean called me. he was totally hammered. i talked to him for about 2 hrs, well, he rambled. about..everything. haha. it was amusing, he made me smile in his drunken stuper. and then i went to bed ( Read more... )

we are hanging out. he lost his phone. gerr. why the fuck am i so paranoid? oh yeh! cuz im used to being let down!anyways, im excited ( Read more... )

ughh. i think nathan and me ARENT hanging out tomorrow.
wtf...

so ive been thinking, maybe ive been asking to much from life. i mean, obviously, i must have done something very very wrong in a past life or something, cuz thigns are very fucked up for me in this one. i just wanna be able to one whole day with out feeling like i dont matter to people, or one day that things will be okay. or one day where i smile ( Read more... )

ive barely slept in 3 days, my head hurts like you wouldnt believe. i cannot wait for summer to get here. me and justin got in an arguement last night. ugh. still havent heard from Jason, and its killing me. its just one of those days where you hate the world, but dont know why. moms been stressing out, there for ive been stressing out, ontop of ( Read more... )

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