Nothing to say really.... Halloween blew my left nut.... All that enthusiam for nada... apparently, people think they are "too old" to do anything, buncha fucking jewish.... oh well, my holiday is right around the bend, and i know its gonna be a blast.... That, my friends, would be turkey day, good old thanksgiving.... where i can actually gorge ( Read more... )

To those who knew Bill, we can all say he was that ray of sunshine that brightened up your saddest and darkest days. Always willing to lend a hand and help his fellow man, Bill was the true embodiment of what is it is to be a good friend and a good person.... Tragically, he passed yestarday... We won't hear his delightful jokes, infecious laughter ( Read more... )

so, another drummer left us... and we are now half a band again.... what am i gonna do? cry? hell no... shit happens, life's tough... am i gonna get mad, hell no... why make myself upset over circumstances beyond my control.... just take it one day at a time.... better things will come along... no biggie ( Read more... )

It's weird.... just how it can change things totally and make your world the opposite if itself... People call it fate, life, the "gods"... whatever it is... its strange... sadisitc even. But who can stop it... no one. and i've come to the conclusion that even if the decisions you make are all the right ones... "It" will still end up destroying ( Read more... )

I was actually smiling at work today... and laughing.. suffice to say to was to myself because the girl i work with talks to me only when she wants me to do work.. but i was laughing.... it felt unreal.. total exhilaration... twas quite an amazing feeling. Lol, truth be told, there was a reason to my happiness. When i got there, i started thining ( Read more... )

Boy.... today was, well, for lack of a better word.. Suck-ass. I was off today from both Bagel shops because i was supposed to have a court case regarding my car window today, but.. it was postponed.. thank you, justice system! *sarcasm* but anyways... it was 9:00am and my cell goes off.... i take a half awake and half asleep look and all i caould ( Read more... )

hehe, so anyways... there was this new girl that i work with... and she was fairly attractive.... ok, lets dont joke, she was very attractive... so i started to get to know her a little better and she is a really nice person... she's mormon, but hey no one is perfect right, lol. So as we got to talking and working together, i start to grow a little ( Read more... )

well, here i am.. all by myself at my aunt's house pet sitting.... it sure is empty here.... no one to talk to or nuttin'. hmmmm, i suppose i should like this. i always say how much i enjoy being alone... but i guess when you are positive that no one is around, you start to feel isolated.... heh, the worst part is, this is still just started.... i ( Read more... )

it hurts to breathe, my lower body feels like jello, and im almost positive i broke my wrist........ God i love hockey!!!!! this was an amazing evening.... i just want to live on the hockey rink.. my brother, Mark, is 16 and he played with a bunch of 19+ year olds and he was dominating them at hockey... i was so proud to be his brother, he scored ( Read more... )

Our bowling league started last night.... we lost all three games... it was quite possibly the worst night i had since i started playing.... im totally angered at myself... everyone else played rather well.. but we lost to a bunch of kids from Interboro that i've seen before and i knew one.. Pat Zapicosti-whatever.... he went on a streak... i ( Read more... )