I really am going back to school! I really am, I really am ( Read more... )

I want to get into school so badly. I am consumed by this!

In other news, I have taken my doggie in her wheelchair on a trail walk. It was wicked. This thing has given her a new lease on life!

Today I am going to be productive. I'll start out with a caffeine and ephedrine and then i'll get started on cleaning/studying all day.

I don't want him around. We went out for dinner last night and he was all complimentary regarding my future to the other couple. He held the door open for me to get into the car (weird). He touched me as i went to ( Read more... )

That's it. As of last night, that is it.

Just came upstairs and railed at me for something. So I'm not perfect. I'm pretty productive. I'm also in pain and have a hard time doing everything I'm "supposed to" do.

I didn't make him dinner. Apparently that was a big deal. Wow, the first time I have not made dinner for him in about a month. Seriously. ( Read more... )

A friend of mine saw my post on FB about my new kittycat. He's looking for a cat right now! Maybe I can adopt her out!

(still, it makes me a little sad)

I have adopted a cat. Or rather she has adopted me. I have never had a cat before ( Read more... )

Lots of people stay together because of the kids, but is it ridiculous for me to stay with him b/c of the dog ( Read more... )

I figured out a while ago that I am only with him because of the doggie.

I promised her I would never leave her. She is 14+ and needs a lot of care, and she is very attached to me. I will take care of her until she is gone.

She's been my best buddy for a really long time and I am very attached to her. Even now, in her old age, she's teaching me ( Read more... )

From my boyfriend of 6 yrs ( Read more... )

I feel so stupidly fat right now. I am not allowed to run. I will not be competing. Why not just go into the double digits for a little while? No harm...

This is not a good way to be thinking.