Started to pull a real late nighter in preparation for my Chem mid term tommorow, but even with coffee i'm just not going to make it. The weekend in the bay really took a lot out of me (more on that later.) i guess i'll get up at 630, study, go to class @ 10, mid term @ 11. labs in the afternoon, running with nate @ 4, then cooking dinner, and ( Read more... )

She is pretty attractive. Wants to make some dinner and listen to music. Shares my obsession with Alkaline Trio. I'd say it sounds reasonable.

Me and Nate talked for about two hours straight yesterday afternoon. Nate's thinking of dropping out of school, working for a few quarters to pay off his student debts and then leaving. The depth of his (and also my) emotions are hard to convey in a paragraph, but something he said hit home for me. "What makes other people happy doesn't make me ( Read more... )

A certain song always reminds me of Jaci, and that reminds me of San Luis Obispo, or at least one side of my perception of SLO. I guess what I mean is that some of my friends are walking reminders of what I could have been. I have increasingly perceived my life as a series of crossroads that have led to my current situation, and I'm never sure if ( Read more... )

I've got that feeling like I've done too many productive things by too early in the morning. A inevitable crash is coming.

'you are compassion, i am, overdramatic'

who knew how we would all end up.

got out of school in early June and just started in late September ( Read more... )

sometimes i think i must be a complete dumbass. to leave great girls just because. of course 'just because' doesn't sum it up, but i still feel selfish. i tell myself, 'you won't find one like her everyday,' and it's so completely true, but maybe i just can't do it.

why would i push her away again? i suck at this.

The heat wave has made running hard over the past week. It's hard to get in a good workout in 100 degrees. The heat turned the usually cool Sunday Montana de Oro run into a brutal run through the rain forest. Hopefully tomorrow afternoon isn't too bad.