it's that time again.
seriously.
it's been over a year and a half.
cut me some slack.

moved: these-limbs

the night before last: mike and i drank all his dad's rum and smoked his dad's pot while he wasn't home and had ourselves a party. a free party ( Read more... )

my therapist cancelled on me for wednesday when i really really just need someone to talk to ( Read more... )

to quote garden state: "well, we just ate all this fucking x, so what the hell else are we supposed to do?" well, i guess we should walk fourty-five minutes up huge, long hills in guelph to a house party where the owner of the family thrift store was, drinking his face off. it was a party at meg's friend's house, it seemed like the whole city was ( Read more... )

i can't differentiate between sobriety and total drunkeness anymore. i am drinking bottle after bottle of water and having a HELL of a time typing this and leaving people obscene messages online, yet i can stand straight as an arrow and hold a coherent conversation at the drop of a dime. i was going to blow off my therapy appointment (and still ( Read more... )

things to point out.

beirut's "gulag orkestar" kills me but i listen to it anyway ( Read more... )

lara-didi party in dundas. we bought a 6-pack of maximum ice, who knew those even existed? we drank in a park with a circle of trees and shrubs and it was magical and we talked about sex because that seems to be a topic that everyone is interested in. we ate nachos from the thirsty cactus ( Read more... )

went to guelph, smoked much of everything. how do people survive without pails? i taught of the beauty of them, the beauty in losing your mind a little. we went to the corner stone and it smelled too much like vodka there, but i was the only one who thought that. on the car ride home i had my window rolled down all the way with my arm dangling ( Read more... )

hello world, it is still august. so why are you so cold and grey and rainy? i do not like this. i had to put on slippers AND a sweater just to step outside to smoke this morning. this weather is not acceptable until late september, really ( Read more... )

mmm ichiban sushi, it's way too fancy to be in that plaza. siobhan and i both got tempura rolls with avocado, tomato and japanese mayonnaise, plus delicious miso soup. sushi is dangerous, i eat way too much and get way too full but it's just way too delicious for me to stop eating it. having to write about it and recalling it is making me crave ( Read more... )