I'm tired of people acting stupid, quit beating around the bush and  making up lame ass excuses to make up for your shitty behavior/communication, just be fucken honest. I'm not a fucken idiot, I know what its really like ( Read more... )

 I'm so excited yet scared at the same time of fucking everything up. Deadlines are cutting close, and I don't know if I will be able to maintain my cool. I know I can, I know I can, I just have to utilize my time wisely and get shit done!!! But of course sometimes you just want to sit and do nothing. I think I work better under pressure anyway, ( Read more... )

I talked to Josh yesterday and we had one of the sweetest/saddest conversations yet. I think that as we near seeing each other again, we're so overwhelmed with emotions and we are missing each other a lot more ( Read more... )

I'm going to L.A. in two weeks, and I'm going to be there for two weeks. kind of annoying because I don't want to be there that long, doing nothing. I really only need a few days. But since I'm going with my uncle, and he's going to be there for two weeks, I have to stay there so that we can come back together, which will help me save money ( Read more... )

I'm pretty relieved to find out that I will be spending at least 2 months with Josh. We just kind of decided right now, when he sweetly asked me if I could stay with him for two months. I got teary eyed and said of course. I was thinking that I was probably just going to spend maybe 3 weeks with him, but he told me not to worry about a job right ( Read more... )

This past weekend I dragged my family along to the Museo Alameda which is located in El Mercadito, which is their version of Placita Olvera, except its a bit more bootleg. But the museum issss Beautiful.
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Yesterday night, my sister told my brother Joshua that I was going to leave tomorrow, as in tonight and he started accusing me of not telling him that I was leaving. And I reminded him that I did tell him that I was going to go see Josh, I leave the room and a few minutes later Johnny tells me to check on Josh. And I see his face bright red crying ( Read more... )

I heard back from the Dean of the school which I was assigned to and she told me that the only position left is with a P.E. Coach. WTF?!?! was my reaction. That is so far away from what I want to do, so I'm a bit upset, because I don't feel like I would learn anything beneficial by working with a coach. I mean I know I can learn some stuff, but I ( Read more... )

I have permission from all my teachers to skip school the week before Spring Break, Next week I just have to turn in 5 1pg journal entries, plus do my readings early and take two extra quizzes that Thursday, plus turn in 2 papers for my education class that same day and take a test, plus another test on friday for government. It seems like a lot ( Read more... )

I talked to Josh's brother the other day and he was telling me that his dad really likes me and thinks I'm a really good wife and person in general. He told me that when he talks to Josh he tells him what a good wife I am and that he better not do anything stupid to mess things up with me, cuz he's never going to find someone else like me

And I ( Read more... )