aside from the A++ paper I wrote, I've been doing really well in school. I was one of the two people who got 100 on my test for intro to teaching, as well as my geography test. I'm kicking ass without breaking a sweat ( Read more... )

so 4 years ago today I met Josh at the infamous lovebug, It seems so much longer than that, crazy. I was reading over my entries when I first started dating him and it touches my heart reading about how wild and crazy we were, all of us at that time. Its kind of sad too, to see how close we all were and how many great things we did together, and ( Read more... )

I got my first A++ didn't know it was possible, but I got it ( Read more... )

My life is pretty blah right now. I'm not completely satisfied with school because I don't feel like I'm learning anything that is in the least way stimulating. Everything is pretty average, and in a way that may be good, because I do feel that I need some tranquility, which I get plenty of here.

I've been working out and trying to be more healthy ( Read more... )

So my two year wedding anniversary was on Tuesday. and that's pretty much it, I can't say I did something fun, how can I if Josh isn't here. But I spoke to him on the phone, and I really cried this time. Usually I tear up a bit when I have to say goodbye to him, but this time my heart was really hurting. But I have plans to visit him in March and ( Read more... )

i wont be seeing the majority of you for about 2+ years, if anything. i will either be in mexico or texas. so good luck, have a great life in the mean time and sucks that no one bothered to come say good bye.

peace.

I  was crocheting a bag for myself, and showed it to Josh. He really liked it and suggested that I could make some and sell them. Then we came up with the idea that I could make some bags with the band's logo on there and sell them. Which I believe is awesome. I'm trying to work out a pattern chart with the design and hope it comes out good. Then I ( Read more... )

 My life is good right now, but I do feel lonely most of the time. I love Josh and we do everything together, but sometimes there's that need for friends.  And I honestly don't feel like I have any. If anything everyone from San Francisco keeps telling me to go back, and at times I really do wish I was there, I think I would have been happier there ( Read more... )

I picked up Stitch n Bitch, in the hopes of getting back into something that I found fascinating when I was young, but then had no care for, and now am eager to learn and create. I miss being the "thrifty" and creative person that I was. And I felt that I needed to do something to get me back to the old me, the productive me, the one who read ( Read more... )

 I've given up in a sense, or I'm not sure if I've tried hard enough yet.
 I want to rekindle what once was, but I don't think it'll ever be the same again. 
Maybe its me, maybe its them, but I do realize that once you're married, 
people don't think you're interested anymore.
It makes me wonder why I even came back.