I've come to realize that I'm never going to escape the whole "having children" issue. It's like there come these stereotypes especially when you get married at a young age. People think I'm pregnant or that I will be soon. And I am trying to prove otherwise. I mean I have goals that I want to reach before even considering having children. And so ( Read more... )

So I'm back for good and the first few days felt odd, because I didn't feel like I'm really here. It just felt like a weekend visit, but its not. Still living out of my suitcase, part time at Josh's house and my aunts house. The car managed to make it here, but the next day it broke down, hopefully Josh and his brother can fix it.  Still looking ( Read more... )

 P.S. I know I'm a nerd but I'm super excited for this new book that I bought. Latino Education in the United States: A Narrated History from 1513-2000.

Apparently its really good, and a must-have if you're in education. It should be interesting, so we'll see when I get it. Next few months, will be nothing but me stuffing more knowledge into my ( Read more... )

the time is almost here, to move back. I'm eager but sad at the same time. I dropped off a book at school the other day and I looked around campus and made a sad face. I'm definitely going to miss my school, I fucken love that place. And tomorrow I'm having a dinner with my co-workers, I hope they don't make me cry, but I have a feeling there will ( Read more... )

 damn I feel so lonely without Josh here.

I'm a  bit annoyed and sad ( Read more... )

Just to add a little to the whole drama and conflict that occurred. Witnessing two people almost get into a fight and threaten each other, really angered me, saddened me, and even made me feel so hopeless. i am so sick of witnessing such bullshit and I went to the car and sat there and cried. The reason that I cried is because all this bullshit ( Read more... )

This weekend has really made me reconsider whether I want to move back to L.A. I mean for a while I hadn't witnessed any drama, but this weekend reminded me of the bullshit that goes on down there, and the reason why I wanted to leave in the first place. I even talked to Diego and he said that things haven't changed, if anything, they've gotten ( Read more... )

 On the way down on Friday, there was an accident on the 5. I saw a helicopter sitting on the road and two ambulances, wheeling out stretchers and some paramedics attending to some bodies on the ground. It just made me think of Audrey and wondering exactly what she went through, its like I picture the scene to be the exact same for her accident, ( Read more... )

so we were planning on going to L.A. this weekend, but it didn't happen. for one we all have a lot of work to do and I have a huge paper for Aztec Philosophy due on Wednesday, which I haven't finished the book for. I'm behind and I really need a break to catch up. I want to go somewhere peaceful and study, cuz you know being at home never works. I' ( Read more... )