Saturdays kind of suck. Paul has a date night with Lindsay and Jason is generally working (though tonight he took the night off for his primary's birthday party ( Read more... )

I went to a Poetry Slam with Jason on Tuesday cause his primary couldn't go. It was fun and I liked seeing how the slam actually worked, though we didn't stay for the whole time. The featured poet did a really awesome piece (for me) about letting go. It referenced giving an old lover's tie to goodwill (something I intend to do with the one of ( Read more... )

Just got back from Accordion Babes with Paul. It was a fun show, and it was nice to go to a show with just Paul. Lindsay almost ended up coming because her friends flaked out from the party she was supposed to attend, but Paul and I discussed and it seemed best for my comfort (and for hers, technically) that she not come ( Read more... )

Apparently I can use Adium to post to my livejournal. I'm pretty sure this is the most useless feature I've ever heard of. Why does this even exist?

So I was talking to Jason about how much I hate Valentine's Day and how this year especially I am going to pretend it doesn't exist. I further explained that the reason I am so anti-Valentines is because I am dating two people with primaries, so I am nearly guaranteed to be alone on the day of the 14th. He suggested we throw a party together on the ( Read more... )

Okcupid is mocking me. People who have come up on my suggested matches section in the last hour: Luke, Joel, Tony, Richard, Knate and Jason (three times! I think Okcupid *really* wants me to date Jason.)

So I finished up my first week of work on Thursday with a nice assignment of two patients who I transferred to the step-down floor quite handily. I think I am getting the hang of my new workplace, slowly but surely. I can't wait to just be done with orientation and especially to be back on night shift (two weeks!). Paul suggested that I drive to ( Read more... )

Why is tonight my crazy night? I went from being somewhat in control to completely broken down again ( Read more... )

As a heads up: I am in the midst of a panic attack. What I write here might not be perfectly rational or even intelligible, but I feel like I need to get it off my chest ( Read more... )

Weekend wrap up ( Read more... )