from sea to soil

coffee circles mark the spot, they show where my stab wound will be as ( Read more... )

the kitchen is cold
but the coffee is warm
and the suns coming up
the day has just begun
and your already bored.

bored of cheering me up
bored of calming me down
bored of drying my eyes
but there once was a time when you were the one.
you were the blue of the sky
you came after the storm
you were the switch on the wall
in the dark of the hall
im ( Read more... )

crappy day, just the same thought over and over for the last god knows how long is finally sending insane. and this thought i know isnt paranioa whcih is even worse. i dont even know why it hurts ( Read more... )

greg was been sick, i was drunk and fallign asleep/ laura (not best friend pickford) was trying to go down on me, laura pickford is now going out with greg and we all got thrown out by his sister and mom.

go new year.

p.s two months, wootness.

...it stuck like that?              i think its called childhood. yep, my poem is added

i watched alot of movies, petes dragon been one of them! its weird... no one was online since they were at claires and me with lack of invitation. i shaved for the first time today, it was really depressing.

i always thought i would shave first with my ( Read more... )

...i really see you upside down ( Read more... )

A SHORT SWEET FRAT PARTY POEM (A LONG BITTER ROAD TO RECOVERY ( Read more... )

go christmas, i was drunk in the morning, dont do it, you can feel yoursefl sobering up. but im glad i did because laura admitted shes in love with me... so i did the friendly thing and changed the convosation quickly, i swear i got a dvd player, why the fuck i need that!? bloody hell ( Read more... )

if cutting forces out emotional pain... can it force out other things?

and if it does arnt you just lieing to yourself and the feeling is still there?

please reply truthfully and tell me what you think.

ever been thought of something and then thought "nah that isnt going to happen" then you just see everything around you fueling that paranio ( Read more... )