I've got to stop watching my phone. You told me in as many words that you'd broken your own rule. I don't even know what i want, what i'm even hoping to achieve? I wanted to be on my own. I know that if i'm not, i'll never get through university ( Read more... )

It's the first time i've had to think by myself for a while and it scares me that I'm still not better. I still feel lonely, I still want you back. The thought that you might be moving on hurts me so much that i can't draw. I can't concentrate. I live for the times at the moment when i'm working, or when i'm drunk. That way it feels ok, it feels ( Read more... )

I wish you wouldn't call me. I don't want to see you, hear from you, hear about you. Don't want to know how you're doing, how you're moving on. Don't want to know what you think, don't want your opinion. The thing is that when you do that, I miss you, And i'm so angry with you and about how stupid we were. How you didn't think, how I fell so easily ( Read more... )

I just don't get it. I'm sitting here in my bed, with all of your stuff at the end of it and I cannot understand what happened. I mean, i know what happened but i can't understand why. I don't know when everything changed. I had such a feeling about you. I felt so sure that this would last for a while. I think i even began to fall in love with you ( Read more... )

Do you have any idea how much of a selfish, akward, uncommunicative and elitist person you are ( Read more... )

I don't know how to explain how i feel to you. I feel like something has changed. I used to feel before that you thought I was special, amazing, interesting. You made me feel wanted. I don't know why, but now i feel pushed out. You don't hold me that much. I can never get you to hug me when we sleep.You said you'd call and you haven't, when i told ( Read more... )

When she aswers the phone now, she twists the hand set away from her ear, i tried to get her to correct it but even when she does it, it twists back naturally.She was spooning the meat into the pan as she couldn't get it out the bag properly ( Read more... )

please stop please stop lease stop please stop pleasepleaseplease please stop.

Moving out wasn't quite what I expected ( Read more... )

Do you think that i lost my mind on purpose? is that it ( Read more... )