From bad to worse to melodramatic to blank ( Read more... )

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well i dunno if anyone reads this anymore but oh well ( Read more... )

1)boy never emailed me back ( Read more... )

H'OK SO:

What is it with me and boys. what am i doing wrong???? GAWD.

I gave in and emailed boy. the whole long frickin saga thing HAS TO BE OVER. it is sooooooooo annoying now. why do i keep thinking about him? He has OBVIOUSLY moved on.  So the email was along the lines of:

What a fucking wierd friendship....i'm glad it happened...i'll miss ( Read more... )

disgusting and fat. disgusting and fat ( Read more... )

i cant sleep. i am so excited to be thin. i want it so bad. soooo bad ( Read more... )

Okay ladies and gents and myself of course....i have an announcement to make.

Starting at 6:00 pm June 28th i am going on a 25 day fast. yup 25 days.

Week 1: water only (and sugar free red bull as i cannot live without it)28-july 5th

Week 2: juice allowed (calories per day: 500 max. -->in liquids obviously) 5th-12th

Week 3: introducing the ( Read more... )

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Guess who's back?

uhh what has it been? like a month? Jesus H Christ.  i suck without all this.

Mmm okay update:

moved back in with my mom...her and my stepdad are seperating....

my boy...made me cry.  he is leaving. cause we all graduated. (We went to grad together and whenever i look at the pics i start crying. cause i look at him and i ( Read more... )