Sold the adderoll I’m s’posed to be takin up on the streets, to make ends meet. Buyin groceries for the kids and I’m only 15. All I really wanna do is die. But I can’t even cry, so suck up and go on with a sigh ( Read more... )

Still in Florida. Not quite sure why. It really feels like I'm doin time. But god help me what crime did I commit. To be here still stuck in this shit. Shit happens. No other way to phrase it. Praise it. Raise it up on a pedestal. But it's nothing but stool. And shit sure aint cool. Unless golden rocks comin out your asshole. Then you could talk it ( Read more... )

I thought I was up for this. Guess not ( Read more... )

La-La-land. So Grand ( Read more... )

So I ran into the girl that I had been most looking forward to seeing even since before I arrived, at the pool hall the other night. Wow that was bad english. The only problem was I was far too fucked up to advantage of the opportunity. At least I was straight up honest with her, I would love to see you right now, but I'm far to fucked up to talk. ( Read more... )

Well I have a job at Wal*Mart pending drug test. I deplore myself at the moment. I had avoided the place for four years. Four years walmart free. Then I came to florida. And it's oh so convenient I'm a superstore, with cheap prices, cheap quality, and non-unionized employees! seduced me. Not me precisely. My mother and friends shop at walmart. Hey ( Read more... )

So I think I'm about ready to move on. Florida just isn't as magical anymore as it once was. . My theoretical best friend in Florida currently resides in jail pending a $100 bond. Partying is boring and overrated. Every person I meet I despise. Sad thing is I've had a better time taking care of my sisters while my mom is away than I've had since I' ( Read more... )

So I went skinny dipping in the ocean for the first time last night. It is definately recommended.
I also played kickball yesterday for the first time since 5th grade. Got dirty. Got to kick a ball with a big yellow wal*mart smiley face as hard as I could. Recommended.

So I am finally in Florida, enjoying the warm relaxing sunshine, listening to the ocean waves tell their story to the shore.
I am also now a certified clinical hypnotherapist. Which means that I can sign my name with CHT at the end.

Dum dum da dum, dum da dum da dum da dum dum ( Read more... )