metaphoric realism.

what does it mean when someone has the same dream as you? not in life like where you're going or whatever. but REM cycle dreaming? i don't know if i believe in dreams but oddly enough some of them have came true. maybe that also makes me a skeptic. it's just weird, when you have the same dream constantly then someone speaks up ( Read more... )

 i got my ear pierced ( Read more... )

it's been a long time since i've updated. wow. six weeks. that's a month and a half ( Read more... )

there are a lot of funny events that transpired lately. and someday i will write a story about my life and it will be a best seller. 

 as my senior year is coming to an end, i have a lot to reflect upon. i know how everyone says that high school is "the best years of your life". which i guess i cannot argue with, but i can say that they weren't the easiest years of my life that's for sure. my dad died when i was in 8th grade. then going into 9th i kind of freaked out a lot about ( Read more... )

there comes a point in your life where you have to understand what you're doing in life, i am not at this stage yet.

there comes a point in your life where you're supposed to make up your mind, i am not there yet.

there comes a point in your life where you find out where you are. true to yourself not to others, i am getting there.

there comes a point ( Read more... )

i love you so much. your family is really kind and inviting. i wasn't even expecting to go out to dinner last night and they paid, then took us over to get dessert. and they know how to have a good time and laugh and joke around too, and your sister thinks of me as a long lost step-brother and boyfriend, which is weird but really nice at the same ( Read more... )

you needed to make up your mind but you didn't. so i made up mine

i haven't been myself lately at all. it's true and really evident, especially yesterday. i seem more hostile now and try to say things that "aren't me" and worry about what people think of me and what people say.

that's not me. but that's what happend

is someone took my trust and ruined it. after 3 years of being someones friend and a year ( Read more... )

 soooo. i guess we'll see if it works out