Ok, its been , by the time I finish this post, 24 hours since we had our last cigarette...yesterday actually went fairly well...today has been a day from hell ( Read more... )

Well...most things are going good...Silver is here and we are having so much fun catching up with each other. I missed him so much! Hes grown what feels like a foot, his voice is 3 octaves deeper, he has hair on his chin, his foot is the size of a small boat and he eats 24/7 lol. Hes such an amazing kidlet and the joy of my life. So for the next 6 ( Read more... )

And you know who you are...I want to thank you for standing by Josh and I as we have gone through some rather difficult times dealing with some rather difficult "situations". I want to thank you for showing us what true friends are, how true friends stand beside a person and come to that person for not only support but for explanations when things ( Read more... )

Well this has been a fuuuun week. June 1st was my daughters birthday. She would have been 17 this year. I cant help but think about what she would have looked like, what her interests would be, if she would have been driving me insane with the boyfriends (or perhaps girlfriends). I miss her so much, sometimes it feels like the sunshine just up and ( Read more... )

Ok, Im going to vent here...you know sometimes people take some shit way to freaking personal. People have lives, people get sick, people have to deal with real life shit. Hell , Im a member of, last count, 9 forums and I havent been to any of them much at all. Ive been dealing with real life crap. I havent had time to even update my site (other ( Read more... )

But it doesnt make it any easier. This is mothers day weekend, and by the court orders, Im supposed to have Silver here with me. Josh and I have been ill for almost a week, and yesterday, bcz we are still sick, running fevers, sore throats etc. I called and talked to Silver and explained to him that I didnt want him to come down with this just ( Read more... )

I knew it was coming...Ive always known. Im a "BBW" (large sized woman) and Ive always know the day would come that my son might get picked on bcz "his mom's fat". Well Silver got up here and he was filling me in on somethings that happened at his dads, and it seems he and his stepmother (the 19 yr old bimbo) got into an arguement and she said "At ( Read more... )

Bitch about roomie book lol ( Read more... )

Ohhhh boy, I think Im PMSing...I have got a bee in my bonnet and its really p*ssed off ( Read more... )

Sometimes ( Read more... )