The smell of fresh rain and the sound of the drops pitter patting on the ground ( Read more... )

I dont get it...now dont get me wrong, I am as red blooded american as you can get...but they just declared that the war has begun..I just dont get the reasons "why"..to "free the iraq people" well...excuse me...why do we have to be the saviours for everyone? if war was going to be declared, why wasnt it declared in 2001 when OUR people were killed ( Read more... )

*sighs* Im bored, been doing nothing but worrying...worrying about bills, about the future, about this war, worrying about everything and nothing. Worrying that Im pushing my online friends away and pushing Josh away. Not sure whats wrong with me, maybe I am just in a blue mood...dunno :(

(I yoinked this from someone lol that had this survey on LJ (I think ( Read more... )

1. What time is it? 8:25 PM ( Read more... )

Damned if you dont, thats how I have felt today. Ive had one of those days where I feel like nothing I do will turn out the way its supposed to, almost has me tempted to try doing it the way it would surely screw something up, just to see if it works in reverse ( Read more... )

Well today was "one of those days". You know the kind...where you just didnt want to get out of bed and when you did, you knew you shouldnt have ( Read more... )

I _____ Angyl ( Read more... )

Last week I got an e-mail from one of my sisters, She informed me that my grandfather had been diagnosed with cancer last year (yet I wasnt told til last week???) So, last weekend I told my 11 year old son, who asked me if he could call his great grandfather to tell him he loved him, I said I would ask if Pop (thats what everyone called him) could ( Read more... )

Ok, going to use this as a way to vent and heal from some inner issues ( Read more... )