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Remembering....
I woke up Tuesday morning and forgot that it was 9/11 because I was preoccupied with school stuff. I immediately felt guilty, what kind of NYer am I? I put on the news and heard the reading of the names. I cried instantly. Although I didn't lose anyone in the attack, I feel like we all lost someone or something that day. The memories of the ( Read more... ) -
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It's Thanksgiving morning and I'm watching the parade and I can't stop crying. I'm not really sure why...but I think it just reminds me of my mother and it brings me back to my childhood when things were simpler. I miss who my parents were 20 years ago. It makes me realize that I don't have as much time as I think with them and I'm terribly ( Read more... ) -
NYC Earthquake
Woke up this morning thinking about a beautiful morning it was never expecting to feel an earthquake some odd hours later in my Brooklyn office ( Read more... ) -
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So I haven't written in a very long time...so I've returned with my sun shiny self...because as usual I'm turning to LJ as my outlet ( Read more... ) -
Things aren't as pretty on the inside
Having a difficult day today. I don't know why- probably because I'm PMSing but I've just been feeling like crap the last few days ( Read more... ) -
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Just a quick update while the computer is available and Dad's not around ( Read more... ) -
Procrastinating
Just woke up not too long ago and trying to not feel so groggy. Hubby left for work and I have to start getting ready for my commute to Staten Island. I don't wanna go..it's such a horrible feeling....I'm dreading the next 5 days ( Read more... ) -
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Thinking about possibly posting an entry...it's been a long time..but I spent so much time upgrading my account etc that I no longer feel like writing.
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do i even still exist?
there was a time when i thought i knew myself so well. there was a time when things seemed simpler. when life wasn't so unforgiving, and i could manage somehow to get through, be strong, and move ahead. i don't know where that person disappeared to. i don't know who i've become. i don't know who i am anymore. i've totally lost touch-i feel ( Read more... )