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i might be calling off my wedding.
he's finally starting to admit that he has a "problem"
i can't deal with his porn addiction
i don't know what to do.
i don't know if i want to go down this road.
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i'm at work and thought i'd update since i have a moment. i find it easier sometimes to update at work then at home. i don't know why. not much going on...same old crap really ( Read more... ) -
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The Cure concert was awesome! they totally kicked ass. i knew a good amount of the songs they performed. they did 3 encores (which my fiance's friend said they always do-and that impressed me) the crowd was great, the vibe was awesome. everyone was up and dancing. we had good seats and it felt so good to have fun ( Read more... ) -
flowers for the wedding
just got home a little bit ago from the florist. we put down our deposit and i think we made the right decision. our consultant is really personable and really went out of his way for us. he showed me bouquets and boutineers that were made today for a wedding tomorrow, so that i could get an idea of everything-and they were really nice. i was ( Read more... ) -
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bored and lonely on a friday night. the fiance has worked late every night since tuesday and i won't see him until tomorrow morning. i've been occupying my time with watching old episodes of hell's kitchen on youtube and sushi for dinner ( Read more... ) -
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i'm feeling a little bit better since my last post-but i am still completely disappointed with myself. all i can do is learn and move on and i'm trying, but it's very difficult. i've been doing ok eating healthy-dietish, but i'm just impatient and i want to lose weight like um NOW. it doesn't help that i like to watch shows like top chef and ( Read more... ) -
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i'm sitting at work, just ate my lunch and i'm drinking a fat free latte with splenda. yes-it's that time-DIET ( Read more... ) -
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just got home from spending most of the day in staten island with my friend, karen. we hung out and just chilled and then we went to a taste testing at the place i'm having my reception and met up with my friend chrissy. we had fun, it was good to get out. the food was pretty good-there was one pasta we all loved. the service was great and it's ( Read more... ) -
catching up
it's almost a month since i last posted? just shoot me ( Read more... ) -
whine bitch moan
i've been sick since friday-nothing too bad-just major sinus pressure, congestion, and fatigue. despite all the rest this weekend, i still feel like crap and i'm barely functional which is very frustrating. i took the day off from work, but now i'm wondering if i'll be ok for tomorrow. i really don't want to take another day-but i just don't know ( Read more... )