i've said it every day for quite some time... that it doesn't feel like christmas. i'm fairly positive it began when i started working at the mall, counting down the weekends until today, when that job would be over. unfortunately with counting down the weeks, days and hours i failed to miss this holiday season almost completely. that glowing, warm ( Read more... )

i don't know where this entry is about to go or why i feel the need to post huge rants like this so often but it's happening so deal. and knowing myself i'll wake up in the morning wonder what caused me to write this.

i've had it with anxiety. i don't know what to do. in the recent months i've been trying to improve on this so much but i've dealt ( Read more... )

i seriously must be the easiest person to read ever. i don't understand it hahah wtf. unless people know something i don't i guess i'm just too predictable.

i just thought of how i might like to do my hair for homecoming. hahahhahahaa um i need someone to go with. problem.

yeah, i'm just anxious/nervous/excited for school to start. just because of ( Read more... )

everyone is ljing today and i feel i should too since it has been awhile. but uhhh

NOTHING IS HAPPENING!

basicallly-besides the obvious:workworkwork

amanda is giong to england in a half hour and wont be back till next saturday. i don't leave for canada until weds (or thurs? wtf) and i'm going to die without her here. because yeah. idk. but now its ( Read more... )

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