It has been a long time since I've posted to this journal.

I guess that some backstory is necessary: In my senior year English class, an assignment was given about heroes. Specifically, I had to write about someone in my life that I considered a hero. I chose my brother's teacher Dale, and wrote about what he did for his students and his students' parents and such. I got an A, Dale really appreicated ( Read more... )

You are my hero and you will bleed for me ( Read more... )

You know, I've come to realize that this house it turning into a shithole. I'm talking in a purely conditional sense, this place just fucking stinks. Besides the fact this house is falling apart, it literally does stink. I swear all that gets washed around here is funky sheets and underwear from the Toxic Twins. Now I thought about it and I ( Read more... )

Sometimes, in searching for that one extra thing, I start to wonder if I spend too much time either looking forward or behind ( Read more... )

There's this photography book called "100 Suns," I can't remember the artist's name. It's basically photos of a hundred different nuclear tests sites and the results that were produced. In short, one hundred mushroom clouds. The photographer said that one of the ideas behind the book was that if you were a person totally ignorant to atomic bombs ( Read more... )

I'm having a little trouble adjusting to my amp, it feels as if it sounds different every time that I plug it in. I'll hit a E5 as a general tester and it just sounds a little thin sometimes. I wrote down my settings just as a precautionary method but the sound still sounded different even though the settings remained the same. I'm starting to ( Read more... )

Let's see. Last Thursday in my photography class I noticed that the guy in front of me was texting is friend with, "Dude, there's a transvestite in my class!" Now, those aren't his words exactly but they're close to the actual words contained in the message. I looked next to him to see a girl that sort of had masculine features but at the same ( Read more... )

Ah, it's becoming worse. I seem to be losing more and more connection as time goes by. Of course in my mind the only reason for such a thing happening is because I was never good enough to want to keep around. But in any case, I'm not happy about my dealings with people right now. To make matters worse, I'm pathetically lonely almost all day ( Read more... )

People don't need you as much as you think they do, I just wanted to let you know that ( Read more... )