It is now Fall. I love the fall. The air is crisp. It is breezy outside but still sunny. Stepping out the door welcomes you with a whimsical feeling of contentment because you know that this short period of glorious weather will be gone sooner than you want it to. The disgusting haze of oppressive humidity and heat has lifted for the time ( Read more... )

1) No one is amused by your neurotic psycho-babble, new-age bullshit. Can't you tell ( Read more... )

So I've thought about getting rid of my myspace and livejournal accounts. Facebook is a different story. People on Facebook seem to be more mature and less likely to use applications for slander and obscene behavior. Also, Facebook doesn't make me feel demoralized about society as opposed to Myspace and LJ which sometimes do. The thing is that ( Read more... )

To everyone who told me I was exaggerating or victimizing myself with my "back pain" and who minimized the severity of pain that I was in and told me that it was in my head or that I was just depressed or something. Because as truth would have it now that my MRI results are in, I've been rupturing a disc...for a long time. As a matter of fact, as ( Read more... )

Ok. I'm moved into my house. The only thing I'm waiting on for everything to feel complete is my new couch and chaise lounge. The blinds I ordered are getting cut and installed soon. The strange thing is that for the first time in several years my life is quiet...So what do I go and do? I create an anxiety disorder for myself. My doctor doesn' ( Read more... )

Me: I don't understand how they can say there's not enough spinach

Him: The inside is stuffed with mostly spinach, the sauce on top is made from spinach, there's a fried spinach leaf sitting there next to it, the whole thing with all the parts together has got to be at least 75% spinach. If you can't taste the spinach then your tongue is stupid.

I bought a house. I love my job. This is happening in GAINESVILLE FLORIDA. Part of me feels like buying a home is the clearly obvious next step at least for investment purposes. Part of me is thrilled that I'm conducting microbiology research and that I'm blessed enough to thoroughly enjoy my coworkers. And another part of me is going "THIS IS ( Read more... )

Can we all be so oblivious to how our actions and words impact others, or do I just constantly get near people like that? I think that my ex fails to see how him constantly telling me that I was chubby helped destroy the relationship. Women like to feel good about their bodies in the eyes of their partner. Even after we had this conversation he ( Read more... )

I want to ask him how he's doing, but something is stopping me from picking up the phone. I know that if I start expressing concern again it will just open the door for him to feel sorry for himself, talking about how his life isn't where he wants it to be and he's depressed and doesn't have anything that he wants. I can't enable that kind of ( Read more... )

So I think I really like him right now. We talk CONSTANTLY. We have not run out of things to say. He doesnt tell me that I think too much. He seems completely fucking indifferent to making any sort of a move what so ever. Maybe it's too early. But then again, is there such a thing as too early? Whatever. My cynical side will take over. ( Read more... )