I've deleted the comments and responses from my post about wanting a "normal" boyfriend because I've decided that I don't have room for that type of negativity in my life. I don't know how many times I can reiterate this and only hope that people can understand: People act differently under extreme emotional stress. They make different decisions ( Read more... )

All of my bloodwork came back normal ( Read more... )

Why can't this just happen for me? I don't want a boyfriend with a drinking problem who's had foursomes with his girlfriend and his cousin. I don't want a boyfriend who is adverse to ALL physical activity. I don't want a boyfriend who has no time for me ( Read more... )

You asked me if there was something wrong ( Read more... )

I don't think it's a good idea for me to be fixing heart break with Percocet, but what the hell.

So I went to a doctor today to check up on my back problem. Everything seems to be going well in that department. But we also talked about something else which I've been avoiding talking to doctors about for a LONG TIME: My hormonal balances. My PMS symptoms as well as my actual periods have always been REALLY extreme as well as like, chronic ( Read more... )

I've been feeling so lethargic and unenthused with life lately. I wonder what the hell is going on. I don't really have that much motivation to pursue anything right now. I mean like different activities when I get home from work and stuff. I think that I'm surrounded by too much negative energy right now and it's really getting to me. I need ( Read more... )

Dear You ( Read more... )

Ok, so my back problem (chronic injury from slipping a disc) has been the WORST it has ever been since I first developed this injury when I was 19. Normally when it acts up I have pain, but it's circumstantial. It hurts the most to sit down, like at a desk or in the car, but laying flat and standing is always ok. This time however, the pain was ( Read more... )

I find myself contemplating bondage, s&m, stuff of that nature quite a bit lately. I'm not talking about mild shit. I mean, who doesn't like getting tied up and getting spanked or having their hair pulled occasionally ( Read more... )