i've been alone in a crowded room.
and i'm oblivious to emotion, pinch me i swear i won't feel it.
i feel like a bad person for avoiding emotion. i appear strong but i'm just....i don't know.
i'm up, i'm down, i'm fake. i'm trying to survive the best way i know how.
i want the future, but when it gets here i want to be sure i don't regret the past.
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