Dear Drama Queen ( Read more... )

it's not the fire that bothers me, but my lack of concern for the building it's taking down with it ( Read more... )

this is how my evening started ( Read more... )

il mio lato di mother's della famiglia proviene dall'Italia per il ventuno anno ultimi della mia vita che ho sentito il mio nonno parlarlo ripetutamente ancora e mai realmente ascoltato molto attentamente. Lui le che fa ultimamente il la cosa migliore ed yo non abbia stata intorno tanto como dovrei. Mi domando che cosa

i wish you could read my journal....

the things i really say, the things i really care about, when i'm not saving face

i save face too much, i am no one you want to know

my grandfather is really sick.

Today is the day we leave for tour, I have to work shortly. Then it's off to a fun fucking 10 days. So here's to it. I am still finishing packing my shit, and writing all my work shit up for Phil. Hopefully I finish soon. Everyone leave me as much love as you possibly can on here everyday. I will send cheesy postcards out to people who leave ( Read more... )

I tried to see everyone who called today before I left. To those I didn't. I'll catch you when I come back. Brian Eyler get me my microphone by tomorrow at 2.

Man all I did today was work and sleep two more days till the tour. I took too much of my pain medicine. Not good, I feel like I am going to vomit everywhere. This sucks. I just wish I could feel good for a little while. All I do is work and sleep cause I feel like shit.

Today turned out to be all right. I worked all morning and so forth. I am tired as hell right now. We had band practice, and we wrote more stuff for Punch Me, I Bleed. It's almost finished now. We all have a ton of ideas for songs, I have a few things I didn't share at practice tonight, cause they don't fit this song, and I want to finish one ( Read more... )

I have done a lot of thinking lately, and I can imagine why. I don't do anything at all anymore but sit at home. It's pretty sad, but I do enjoy the alone time. I like to be with my thoughts a lot. I was thinking about all those people in my life that I just never see anymore, I wonder what happened to them, and such. Maybe it's me, maybe I ( Read more... )