why are my lungs aching when I breathe.....

my heart feels sick, and it hurts when i speak...

Well I should be in bed, but I can't sleep yet again...the show in Grand Rapids fell through because they wanted us to play at 1pm and there was no way that I could have done that. I feel like a douche, but I need the money at work, and I can't call out or I'll loose my job. It's all a huge mess inside my head. I also realized today that I will/ ( Read more... )

We played tonight up in PA it was ok, I didn't play the best, and my input on my les paul is acting up again, I'm fixing it this weekend. I haven't had much sleep but for some reason I'm ready to stay up all night, I am forcing myself to sleep tonight, it's hard I can't quite do it. M to the eggs just sent me some pictures, they were nice. I ( Read more... )

We live and we learn, we crash and we burn....

I can't wait for the day this all ends....

Change is coming, no it's nothing personal.

And all these bad dreams, I wake up to lie, and when I can't see I wake up to your eyes, wake me up.

There's a light up ahead.....

Tonight I heard a song that reminded me of you. Just to let you know, it all reminds me of you.

What have I been doing?

Well it is time for me to do it up to the bed for the evening. 3:45 comes early boys and girls. I am pulling so many extra hours right now it's not even funny. I have made over 400 dollars between yesterday and today. That makes me smile. I need the money bad right now. So many people have it worse off then me and sometimes I forget about ( Read more... )

Happy July 4th everyone.

It's only most days I wanna kill myself. Well let's see I am back to work now, and oh is it so much fun, you know that I love it. I have not updated in a while I haven't really spent too much time on the computer. I am trying to put some money away so I'll have some cash on tour. We got accepted to play Hellfest, it is so good. I love the fact ( Read more... )

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