"burning every bridge that I cross
to find some beautiful place to get lost"

I've slipped into this continued cycle of being 100% stoic. it's the only way I can survive without ripping my hair out and screaming bloody murder to the masses ( Read more... )

every time I pin down what I think I want it slips away.

I've been passing out here and there for no reason at all ( Read more... )

I drank a twenty ounce of cold press coffee and now my stomach is going nuts. if only I were able to take a dump and end this torture ( Read more... )

I just finished watching cast away, with tom hanks, for the first time ( Read more... )

I'm about to return home to st. louis. I'll get to see my entire family. this makes me nervous ( Read more... )

I took my two year old daughter, lydia, to the movies today. during the previews, a photo of jennifer lopez and a quote of her’s popped up on screen. lydia immediately said, “doggy! arf! arf! arf ( Read more... )

I’ve been away so long because I was afraid what I might start to say ( Read more... )

I took some photos of lydia today so you can get a taste of what life is like with a bald, large-cheeked baby. oh, and one of my awesome toenail!--- or lack thereof.

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