There is a time, where you get so low, all you want to do is lay in bed. But then, along comes that time, where she comes, and she tells you everything will be fine, and all worries leave your mind.

I love you Kelsey.

The bastards called me into work today. I told them no, that I had plans, and they acted like they were pissed off. He said "oh, thanks alot!". I'll quit, if this job is not going to give me time off, and if it's interfering with my personal life. I have plans today, and I am not working, it's my day off. This is only my first week too...

I've messed up greatly this time... now... she hates me.

Tupac is still alive... I don't like rap... but I just think it will be so awesome if he was able to fool everyone... I just saw a video, of this guy at a recording studio, and he was filming Tupac chatting with friends...

Maybe this guy will come back ten years after his "death"... Oh man, this would be just the greatest thing ever I think.

Sometimes I wish I just did not think at night... but it's all I do. I just think of everything that can go wrong, and I turn it into reality in my head, and I just hurt from it ( Read more... )

Tonight reinstated fully all belief I had in our relationship.

I am sorry to Kendra, and even Emily for them having to get involved in this... I didn't think overreacting about a thing I was told would have such a negative effect.

I know can sleep.

I can't loose her, I just can't... please tell me this isn't true... it's so sudden... she seemed happy... what did I do wrong? I hate myself... I want to die...

I sense something is wrong... I can't help it. It just makes me sad thinking about all the things that could be happening right now... I have full trust, but I still sense something is wrong.

"Fly, fly high my Black Eagle ( Read more... )