I slept okay for once. I feel pretty good (even though I'm still sleepy). It's gonna be a good day good day. Actually, I feel awesome. Now all I've got to say is:

FUCK YEAHHHHHH!! :D

Have you ever been close to tragedy
Or been close to folks who have?
Have you ever felt a pain so powerful
So heavy you collapse?

No.
Well...
I've never had to knock on wood,
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Explosions In The Sky = AMAZING.

I love this song, "Your Hand In Mine." :]

Uh, by the way... it's like 8 minutes long if you decide to listen, but it's fucking beautiful. If you don't like it--um, I'll be forced to rip off your ears and stomp on 'em furiously. Lol, just kidding. :B

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I just told my mamabear I've been on Prozac (week #5 tonight).

Edit: It's 10:05pm. I just told my dad about it a while ago. It went okay, but I think I kinda pissed off my mom. I don't really care that I did because I was only standing up for myself.

BUT!!! I get it. It's scary, I know.

But hell, I got it a long time ago.
I mean... I'm slow, but I'm not that slow.

However, I will admit that I'm tired and worn out, but I'm not burnt out.
I don't burn out that easily--nor will (would) I give up that easily either.

I didn't walk away and I'm not going to. I'm here for you.

POWWWWWWWWW!!!!!
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I know I've been bitching and complaining a lot about not feeling well lately 'cause of the Prozac. Honestly, I kinda do think I am doing a bit better. It allows me to think rationally and doesn't let my emotions interfere too much with my thoughts. It represses me from getting too angry or sad--which is pretty sweet! It's kept me from getting ( Read more... )

I wonder... if sacrificing the slightest feeling of joy I get from joking around with friends or my family is better than the way I feel now. Having subsided emotions kept me from getting a panic/anxiety attack--however, it still took a toll on my body from being tensed up. I woke up exhausted and and felt sore all over my body. I spent most of my ( Read more... )

Nicki told me to post an entry so she could be entertained. I feel, sooooo used. No, I kid. I don't mind. She gave me a meme thingy to fill out. So... I guess I'll fill it out for her sake.

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME ( Read more... )

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Eff yo couch, I'm going to sleep. I'm wiped out. PEACE OUTSIDE, SHERLOCK HOLMES. [Insert smiley face with "stunna" shades here.] I need a little help though. Nicki, that's your cue--knock me out, NOW!

P.S. Feel better and I'm here if you need me--24/7, every step of the way. Fo realz, home doggy dog!

P.P.S. Nicki, "eff" doesn't count as cussing--does

Well, that last entry was a weird one. I can't believe I wrote so much and I'm surprised people took the time to read it. I don't think this will be another one of those entries, if that's what you're wondering.

I am currently bobbing my head to Weezer's discography. Makes me feel like a total dork or geek but I don't care 'cause I can't help it. ( Read more... )