Soo I know that I haven't been on very much but I have just decided to let some steam blow on the the keyboard and just type what I feel.

Today has been very crazy Brandon and I got into it I wasn't feeling good had a sinus headache/ migraine so when he mad one smart ass remark about taking me home I just blew up through his ring at him again and ( Read more... )

Well life is good but I keep getting depressed and I'm not sure why. I know it is so stupid to say but I really just can't help it. I've decide to make some big changes in my life and this time I'm not just gonna blow it off I'm gonna do it. Come Monday morning I'm going to get my permit stuff transferred down here and try for my license then I'm ( Read more... )

Well, I'm about to break. My life has gone to hell in a matter of seconds. My dad and stepmom got arrested for shit that isn't even true they took my little brother. Brandon can't stand me right now if I wasn't trying to get my little brother right now I think i would have commited suicide by now. He's the only thing keeping me holding on. I don't ( Read more... )

I have been with this one guy for over two years and he still won't marry after saying he will. I give up on believing that it will ever happen. I just want to make the date. It's always I don't want to talk about it or sometime this year. Its just stupid shit. I give up on the thought. There is just so many issues going on. I just want to be able ( Read more... )

I now have my own apartment! I'm so excited and loving every second of it. If you want to see some pics go to www.myspace.com/emilymccarty_bitches or www.facebook.com/emilylovesbrandon go check it out

Hey Guys!
Shewwww. I know it's been a while since I've wrote in here but I got good news. I moved out I'm now free from the state and no longer have to deal with social workers or anything like that ever again. I'm so excited about it. Well right now I'm living with Brandon and his parents. It's so great to  be free. I love the new life and I'm so ( Read more... )

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Well I know that I should be in such a holiday spirit but I just can't make it happen. I have so much on my mind like I've been with my love at his house for almost a week and I have enjoyed myself and felt very welcomed. But, I still can't shake the feeling like I'm missing something....Well, I am missing something that would be my family...... ( Read more... )

Hey guys
it has been forever since I wrote in my journal and updated it...Life is good for me I graduate on May 30th I'm so excited.....I'm now 18....It's great to feel like an adult now...I'm working on everything I can.........I want to make sure that I'm going to be the best I can be......
But I have come to terms that I'm going to become ( Read more... )