One of my New Years Resolution is to stop telling people about Dad and my injury.

I think one thing I felt in the grieving process is that no one understands, and you are incredibly alone. I am mindful that people don’t understand it and are awkward about this topic, but I realize that they can’t be there for you all the time and they don’t want to ( Read more... )

I am so mad at the plumbing company.

That said, dad was still trying his best to make me feel better and not cry even though he is no longer coherent. He told me it's fine and don't worry about hundred dollar.

He was also telling me about how to deal of his four walkers - one that we bought, one that we got as a gift, and two that we got from Red ( Read more... )

Went to china town with mom and dad to get moon cakes and sticky rice ball today. Cousin came over to have dinner. The moon cake is a bit dry and sticky rice balls have clumps in it, but I am glad that we are together as a family. Dad also gave me his necklace that grandma gave him. I did warn him that giving that to me is not the safest thing, but ( Read more... )

Chinese New Year today. Got red pockets and boh parents wanted me to find a boy. Sigh?

Also learned what certain traditional food means.

Out with my parents in the middle of a snowstorm. This is certainly an adventure.

I just hope I make it home safely.

Re-starting LJ because dad is probably running on limited time.

I finally worked up the courage to write a card to tell him how much I love him. Gave it to him yesterday. I didn't stay to see his reaction but I think he was happy when he read the card.

He talked to me about it today at the hospital when receiving fluids. (No chemo today yay) He said ( Read more... )

I am supposed to take a year off. I am not sure why I am networking and interviewing.

Moving back "home" for good.

My pasf life has been bittersweet and I am still sad when I think about it. It's a little like a divorce? But it's Time to heal and start a new life.

Yesterday was my last day at work ( Read more... )

We will see if it stays.