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Happy Labor day.
I did my laundry last night and it reminded me that its been 4 weeks since i have talked to dany. It finally is starting to hurt less. just a week ago the pain was what i think it would feel like to have my heart ripped out of my chest. this week it is more like wad in the back of my throat and a slight pain in the chest ( Read more... ) -
31 days and Homes for sale
Today I spent the day looking at houses. Somehow in my mind while growing up I saw myself looking for a house with a partner. It bums me out doing it alone but it keeps my mind occupied. I am still having a hard time with the whole Dany thing but I think it is getting a little bit better. It has been a month since we talked last. I know it is best ( Read more... ) -
The only thing I can't resist is temptation from you.
It's been 25 days since we have talked and every day I miss you more. Some days are better then others as if I keep myself busy I don't think as much and thus don't cause myself to have anxiety attacks thinking about you. I wish I knew why I was so addicted to you but it seems I am ( Read more... ) -
working out
So as of late I have been working out to make myself more attractive and feel better about myself, so that I can start dating again when I get though with this ( Read more... ) -
Dave Mathews band.
So a few weeks back, I was missing dany and thought a great way to get to see her would be at a concert ( Read more... ) -
time to update this.
Well it has been a long time since I have updated this and for myself I figure I should as well as to get some things off my chest ( Read more... ) -
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the last post I was a lot hurt and emotional. I had just found out she had been unfaithful to me. though we were broken up so i guess i cant hold that against her ( Read more... ) -
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had my talk with dany ( Read more... ) -
3:30am epiphany
So I work up to an epiphany. yes at 3:30am. I work up remembering what I asked her to do to prove the love that she pledged to me so many times. I asked her to prove her love by showing me with one single random act of kindness. I asked her to do something to make someone, anyone else's day better and show me the proof. Seems such a simple thing. ( Read more... ) -
Warning self pitty post
Finally broke up with Dany last night ( Read more... )