good times this week is, good times. lately been smoking and drinking with dan and julie, didn't feel like going to their party last night, they're inviting me to a gay club in dc lmao, and in less than an hour  ryan's picking my ass up to take me to the country buffet and try to pass for twelve so i pay fifty five cents,. SDGKJDSLKGHA.

i've got another year here, and i'm finally away from this shit hole.

we're going back to ohio...the people there are so much more real. seems like around here, there's just so much fake. i'm getting so sick of it. i don't like anyone around here, and it's not that i'm meeting the wrong people, but the whole vibe of this place just bounces off of ( Read more... )

i just got back...i wasn't feeling any of the bands there plus it was too hot and my head + eyes hurt + me and anne kept losing each other which was pissing me off...but the best was at night....when the offspring played (i never liked them but they were good), they hosed down the crowd it was spiffy and the lighting was cool, and the songs were ( Read more... )

ryan please leave a comment....i love you

i have to leave in like 20 minutes. man the bands playing at hfstival suck. exept for the cure and lostprophets but thats it...maaan.

i got rejected at edison. ugh. i'd probably be the best cosmetologist there but nooo they just had to see first semester grades when i was doing shitty. i'm gonna go call ryan now i miss him i don't wanna go to ( Read more... )

my parents swear they're in a action-suspense flick.

they're fleeing the house from the oh so evil landlord. they're hiding out as far away as possible. hiding location; VA (half hour.) "complete lockdown! ignore phone calls! no contact with anyone under landlord's power! be safe, my child. i will come back for you." and my mom sprints to the car ( Read more... )

ew, i have strep throat.

and lately i've been feeling really gay like i'm not real...like i'm in a dream world, but in a gay way.

oh we moved. in potomac. but they're all chinese. and i have to go to wooton...but that school has a bunch of chinese people and i'll hate it....man. i'm taking the master bedroom as usual, and it has a closet made of ( Read more... )

i worked my ass off walking all over rockville pike getting 100 applications for ryan. man, it was what like 100 degrees? i got him an application for the cosmetic center hur. oo guess what he's gonna be living with me in 3 weeks and we're gonna do stuff.

me and karla are making a movie and it's gonna be so good but none of you are gonna know ( Read more... )

hm. last night, looked through my mom's papers and i came across some court papers saying that "cruz should see his son joshua"? who the fuck is cruz? his son is my brother? i mean my dad did tell me once "i love joshua, even though he isn't mine..." but i thought he was drunk or something. well that's weird, this whole time i thought he was my ( Read more... )

(_) I have never been drunk.
(_) I have never smoked pot.
(_) I have never kissed a member of the opposite sex.
(_) I have never kissed a member of the same sex.
(X) I have never crashed into someone else's car.
(X) I have never been to Japan.
(_) I have never rode in a taxi.
(X) I have never had anal sex.
(_) I have never had sex.
(_) I have never had ( Read more... )