so mom was out with her boyfriend while my dad, still in love with her, babysat her kids. how fucked up.

i have done things in the past to ryan, i've cheated on him, but recently i've been realizing that i really love and care about him. i know that i'll never feel the same about anyone else. i know it's really hard to find guys like that these ( Read more... )

yeah, back from hickville ohio, oh my god i felt like a citygirl. it was fucking weird i saw crazy looking hicks like in the movies, inbreds, haunted houses with blood on the walls, cows. oh my god ryan was driving and we almost hit a loose cow it was scary but funny because the cow was moving around gayly not knowing where to go.

me, ryan, coyan ( Read more... )

random event of the day: meghan and i got into a fight and ended up getting suspended for 3 days. she was being an immature little bitch and shoved me against the wall because she heard i was talking shit about her and she was just grabbing me the whole time as i pulled a chunk of her hair out and kept hitting her face. she pulled my earring out, ( Read more... )

family therapy today, and it went well. we talked about the issues between my mom and i; we never talk, we always fight, we don't listen to each other. so my mom and i decided to go to the movies tonight, just me and her because we have never spent any time together like that...the last time must have been like 7 years ago. so i'm glad that we're ( Read more... )

i fucking hate this. i hate potomac ridge. it's making me feel worse. i dont like the people there...they piss me off. i just came back from there. i had to see a few psychiatrists and this nurse and all these others asking me a bunch of questions and a few group therapy sessions. god they think i'm suicidal and im NOT. psychiatrist thinks im "in ( Read more... )

tonight was fucking crazy. thinking that my hair would look better, i went to the hair salon and they spent two hours on my hair for $150...and now i feel ugly. i freaked out and got crazy and weird...i just cried myself to sleep, thinking of how i was gonna lose all my friends, etc. my mom barges in and pulls me out of bed, yelling at me to do ( Read more... )

my mom's letting me skip tomorrow to get my hair did at Hugo...that place is expensive but they should do my hair really good, im so anxious to see how it would look...it'll be dyed dark auburn, and they're gonna cut my hair and make it all nice and soft. ryan came down and my mom kicked him out for $50 so that she can have the house to herself to ( Read more... )

The Generic Teenager Stereotype

Do you drink [alcohol]?: yeah

Do you party a lot? How often?: no

Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: yeah

Do you skip classes? How often?: once a week

Do you have casual sex? Protected?: yeah...birth control

Do you steal?: no Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: nope

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