There's been so much on my mind. So many things are troubling me. I'm just a troubled person. And every month, week, day, hour I discover something about myself - about my feelings, my memories, my thoughts, my identity - that reveals a more demented entity ( Read more... )

I'm still utterly in love with her. And seeing pictures of her and my old friends and the group that i never really fit into but the relevence of her made it all worthwhile puts a knife right through my heart. I loved her. So much. I've never had a friendship so true. I've never had someone care about me so much and let me know it and be so genuine ( Read more... )

i'm a champion. the first night i go to evolution, 'the straight club', in Ages, and i manage to find a gay chick there. :-) yay for gay-dar? eh, she was easy to read ( Read more... )

whoa. unnecessary comments. actually, completely illogical and Insane comments. really though, attempt to explain to me how such a thing makes sense. you don't even know ( Read more... )

i want someone to find me. the way you kind of did? im sick of looking on my own. as though i'm not someone's prize, but instead they're just mine ( Read more... )

ahhah. now i know what it is. you taught me how to be a real person. look in your eyes. dont be afraid. stop fidgeting. just speak. don't be scared. be Real ( Read more... )

ummm so my second mommy, melinda hapeman that is, is picking me up from the bus station at 2 am!!!! :-D i'm too anxious to leave her. hah. not that it's absolutely horrible, i just cant wait to see minn and my mommy. yayyy!!! plus, Fuck getting up early and waking kelly up and having to be stressed out over that. cause shes naturally a Betch. so i ( Read more... )

OMG! why dont you stop talking?! she never fucking shuts up. even while watching the movie, is it necessary to quote everything and hum every song? oh my freakin god. i'm so extremely annoyed. i need to get away.

ah.

anyway. read my previous. i just needed to bitch here.

the unfathomable.

:-)

Plato. The Symposium. <3 Aristophanes ( Read more... )

a weeks worth of perfection doesn't tally up. you'd be surprised how easily you find yourself mislead. because nothing is exactly what it seems, and i'm sure your faults will soon shine through.

lucky, you always find the ones desperate enough for love, they're blind to your harmfulness until it's much too late.