i often see balloons floating from the concrete floor of the city into the crevices left open through the buildings, and finally escaping freely into the sky. this all happens outside my window. im sure there is no place anywhere closeby that commonly sets off balloons, all though they all end up appearing in the same general area. perhaps it's a ( Read more... )

last night was fun. some bar opened up across the street from jenna's place so we strolled on over and obviously they weren't carding cause it was their first night and they wanted money. :-) jenna and i clung to eachother the whole night. i think i said too much. damn. sometimes i do that. cause i hold it in for so long. oh well. then we went to ( Read more... )

ahhh. that girl drives me crazy. why does she have to touch me? like, ever? hah. it's too much to handle, i swear ( Read more... )

home in one week. spending the day with my mom and then melinda for two days, to have a picnic a celebrate spring break together, the end of hers and the beginning of mine. then club with my closest friends (anyone whose reading this, be sure to invite yourself along with me and join us at twist. ahem.. Jenny P! :-D). and the rest of the week shall ( Read more... )

of all InHuman beings for me to ever get involved with, you must have been the worst. its Actually as though Nothing ever happened ( Read more... )

i'm so afraid to put my all into something, because i may do poorly. and if my best is not good enough, then i have nothing more to give and can do no better, and i am a failure ( Read more... )

I'm one who likes to believe that what is meant to be will find a way. I don't hold any great strong unseeable force responsible for that. I'm not pinning it on 'fate'. But I believe that people themselves can make such things happen. Even moreso, people can't avoid letting such things happen. Love is not a force we can fight against. We can stray ( Read more... )

i've changed my mind. i've realized i do much more work than kelly ever does. and the reason for the majority of my distractions is her. she's constantly watching television. and don't get me wrong, i enjoy watching tv myself, but not every single day. she wakes up, has breakfast, makes Coffee, as though she needs the energy to do something, and ( Read more... )

having read poe for my narrative fiction class today, i find myself a lot like his freakin insane characters. i don't think that's fine in any way. haha. but i feel a great urge to kill kelly. no, not literally. (i dont think). you, there's really nothing wrong with her personally, it's just the general shit she does. like late at night when she ( Read more... )

well that was a bad idea.