well its just gettin worse i tell ya...i did quit my other job now im just workin my ASS off at pmart! ugh! its a bitch what can i say...nothin really all that new ( Read more... )

i dunno what to say i been real slackin on keepin up with any of this crap lately... still workin bout 60 hours a week! n very drained from it.. i dunno whats new really doesnt seem like much is new in my life..besides the added drama that ALWAYS surrounds me! lol! well not technically funny but its aggrivating... what else petsmart is falling ( Read more... )

well im in chicago and as u can see im on the comp does that say how much fuunn im havin haha well its been family time since i got here...waitin to really get to experience chicago... maybe monday tomorrow goin to see my moms side of the family!! lil excited bout that... but otherwise im enjoying not workin 12 hours a day woo woo!!! n missin my 3 ( Read more... )

its been a month since i updated i figured i would write something ( Read more... )

so f-in depressed... one hell of a week....and still no answers...i should have left when i had to chance. why didnt i? UGH! i wanna leave i want nothing more then to be gone no one would miss me.... would anyone really notice? it suxs when u find out who ur true friends are and who arent! im glad i still have my other half! shes fuckin awesome! ( Read more... )

well i dunno why im updating figured im bored might as well... got the day off tomorrow and no classes on tues/thurs so i am devotin my day to my dogs...lol the two men in my life that r the best!!! haha anyways... i gotta take em on the last walk of the night in a few.. what else... umm so i think i have decided not to go back next semester ( Read more... )

well as far as school goes its just not for me..not sure what ill do from now...maybe vo tech or somethin im pretty sure im movin myself into a vets office. to learn to become a vet tech. which can be done by hands on learning. so i went to the beach this mornin of course only for an hour cuz i have to work at 2 but hey i thought it would be nice ( Read more... )

well I have officially lost my mind...no joke I cant remember anything even if it happened 5 mins ago! i havent felt good in awhile and it really is startin to bother me that my memory is going..ya im 19 n i feel old lol hmm o well not much more is goin on still alone and still not helping myself...i should be sleepin but lately i cant sleep... i ( Read more... )

well it seems to be that every guy in my life changes...and not for the better! what is up with this! i mean come on!! my bestest friend came back in town like 2 or so weeks ago and one never told me his bro did and 2 has yet to see me and 3 doesnt talk to me anymore... :( i mean how much more can i take really... dont ppl know how much im hurtin! ( Read more... )

i knew my lil bit of happiness i had would not last... I have yet again arrived at the gates of hell called my house. As much as i want to work this out...staying here is making my life worse. so im goin to do some research and maybe just pack up my car with my two dogs and as much stuff i can fit in my lil civ...and just go.. to where that i dont ( Read more... )