welll im just sittin here be4 i get up to get completely ready for work! why cant drama just go away?? i mean why does it just follow me every where?? i thought i was done with this stuff...aparantly its not totally gone yet! i thought we had finally reached the friend point n come to show we havent...still same shit its like why cant we just be ( Read more... )

ok so im totally exhausted! i feel like i am raisin another baby with a puppy in the house now! man the puppies i had in the past were NOT this hard! hes gettin the potty training down altho he only stares at the door n if u dont see him lookin at it then ur gunna have a mess to clean up! lol! but hes soo cute!! my lil Nelly! haha sis named him! so ( Read more... )

nothing really is all that new from what i said the last time... So Nelly(the pup i found) is adorable n we most likely keepin it if no one calls...4 more days till hes mine! ahh i hope no one calls! but anyways im sick yet again! went n saw Rent yet again last night with Kristen n Tina n might go again tonight with Kristen n Becky...hopefully lol ( Read more... )

ahh so i found the cutest lil puppy running around my neighborhood!! how cute is that!! haha its a Chow mix maybe with lab or golden i dunno! but its bout 4months to 5months old!! very sweet! My sister named it Nelly! hes such a cute lil puppy dog!! Well Riley is gettin used to him! but i gotta continuesly talk to my mom/dad bout keepin him i just ( Read more... )

i cant fall asleep!! ayi yi yi!! anyways what is there to do to fall asleep!! lol im tired yet cant fall asleep! anyways i still dont know what to do about school...everyone tells me i need to go! i cant take it off! y ynot?? y cant i take a semester off???? anyways im not goin full time maybe not even next semester i dunno ifi can! but i will see ( Read more... )

totally FUCKED!! i have two papers due like either mon n tues or tues n weds! n well ya havent started either n no time to do them i work!! im always workin! today i pulled off an 11 hour day at work! can u believe that! im pooped! completely pooped!!! anyways my bestest buddy FERNANDO!!! came back in town today!! hung out with Fernando..Heather.. ( Read more... )

well i told my parentals how i dont want to go full time next yr at school...went better then i thought! mom was very understanding! woot woot! but ya so im not goin back full time...i cant handle full time job n full time school! ahh too much stress!!! dont ever attempt almost 40 hours a week n school everyday but sat n sun! ahhh! ok i ( Read more... )

well so i got like what 3 hours of sleep last night or well at least feels like it! ahh! anyways well im not sure whats goin on today...i might go out with my friend rob today and then out to dinner with kristen! ahh i should be doin some research! im not that bright tho to do homework when i should be!! but theres no library open anyway except mcc ( Read more... )

ok so im still goin through a rollar coaster ride...but gettin a bit better havent seen my ex since tuesday n wont see him again untill MONDAY hell ya! its like a mini vacation away from his drama! but so he still thinks im in love with him! how stupid is he! ya i told him i was over him yet he doesnt listen whatever im goin to enjoy my weekend ( Read more... )

ugh so why am i like this i can be totally happy at sometimes n totally depressed the next! someone please help me! i feel all alone! besides Kristen thank God i have her w/o her i wouldnt survive life!! i thank God everyday for her! where would i be w/o that girl! God i have no clue! I have been through some def shit holes this whole year and she ( Read more... )