SO!! Today was an OK day. Last nite was pretty bad. I hate bad days. I love how I can tell when people are bein odd...But when they FINALLY tell me why...it sucks. It's like a hard blow to the freakin chest. But...whatev ( Read more... )

I wish people could be sure of themselves without using other people to be sure. GOSH that's annoying. But it's cool ( Read more... )

SO! I don't even know why I'm updating this. It's 3am and I'm online bcuz I am...LAME. that's my only explanation. Nothin's been goin on for real. Hangin out wit the same old ppl....foolin around with some person. Haha. This same thing happened last summer, only i didnt get any action out of that. haha...What else? My boo isn't movin to Nashville ( Read more... )

...aaah school is out!! forever!! That's insane. Graduation is thursday, and I can NOT wait.aaaah!!!! SO Friday, we celebrated. haha. At Courtney's farm. When we FINALLY made it! We got lost for like 4 hours! and it was SOOOOOOOO scary! Me, Soph, and Beamon were SCAAAAARED shitless...but then we finally made it, and it was all good. ALL good. We ( Read more... )

I hate PMS...haha. But bcuz of it, I've been thinking...Boys suck. Like seriously. For me at least...some people have boos ya know...it sucks. Haha. It seems when boys see me they say "Hey, I'd fuck her." Hhmmm...really? That's just REALLY annoying. Let me use 3 examples here...example #1...he says "ashley, i love you" and I say "wow really.." and ( Read more... )

so...Flavor of Love is definitely the funniest show...(well not the funniest but pretty funny). I think life should be like that. lol not really ( Read more... )

...SO...life. hahaaaa People are weird...and they should definitely not be. I don't understand why he says he's in love with me...but doesn't want to be with me....But he wants to pretend we're together...That's sumthin I can't understand...it hurts...it's like a blow to the chest...but whatever....fuck it ( Read more... )

Sooo..lately..things have just been going INTO the shitter...Just when I think they're getting better they just get WORSE...it's really starting to get obnoxious. Let's start at the top....friends. I have been losing friends at a constant and continuous rate. lol. (like some calculus here). Maybe it's me? maybe it's not. I would like to think that ( Read more... )

So...Happy New Year!! It is officially 2006. My year, bitches!! My last semester of high school has come...finally. The moment I have been waiting for, for about...6 years? yes ( Read more... )

So...about a month ago at church (yes), this guy was doing a talk about "cleaning your canvas" and grace and all that good stuff... Well... It was during a time when some stuff with Corbin was goin on...and I was like...not knowing what to do...And with that plus a talk with Mrs Jefferies, I realized "hey, there's some stuff in life that I just don ( Read more... )