So last nite...was terrible haha. I got SOO drunk with Taylor and Racheal...and fuckin busted my eye open. lol. I was laughin at sumthin and fuckin hit my head on a chair REALLY hard. I dodnt even know I was bleeding until my favorite Sophie pointed it out. She took care of me for the rest of the nite. She was great. haha I was like attached to her ( Read more... )

SO...after some shit went down, I got to thinkin... what do I really need right now? What should be the center of my focus? and it's not CORBIN...or any other boy who pretends to care but in the end only want one thing. ha. I have sooo much to focus on right now...and all the rest of the shit will fall in place...and I am content. I knooow a boy is ( Read more... )

SO...people are REALLY stupid....So the other day I was TRIPPIN abt not havin a bf and SHIT. But really I don't need one. I don't even want one. HAHA. I'm in love with this asshole. And it makes me sad. But it's cool. I work at the mall now...there's so many hott dudes at the mall. Lol. I can't wait. Sike I'm not even boy crazy. Boys are FUCKING ( Read more... )

So...yea I have the worst luck with boys kinda. I always want the ones who don't want me, and the ones who do, I do them dirty. I don't understand it. But this one guy...I'm a lil sketchy abt him. Like I don't have much trust for guys, and then he talks to my best friend like on the fone and she visits him at his job...and blah blah...all this ( Read more... )

MAN!! This weekend was kinda tight.Firday...homecoming game, not so hot. We got our asses kicked 52-0. but that was ok because the cheerleaders and Andre Dubois and Corbin entertained me. Until they pissed me off. Ya know, if someone steals something for you...but like gives it to you as a real gift...even though it was prolly only a dollar or ( Read more... )

Sooo...Sunday...one of the most important people in my life passed away. My Aunt Kathryn. She was like the closest thing to a grandmother, that I had. Though she was only 55 when she passed, she was so wise. She was so, selfless a d giving. and caring. It amazed me how she would not stress over things, and just take care of people like it was her ( Read more... )

OK...so time is going so slow right now...its insane. I'm going insane....But anyway. I'm goin to Kayla's show tonite...bcuz I'm a good friend. (unlike the ppl ::cough:: who didnt come to my concerts ever) but that's neither here...nor there. I'm going to see this bitch's show. And I hope it's good. It should be.The last show I saw was...pretty ( Read more... )

..So I have this HUGE headache that comes out of nowhere. I took some tylenol earlier, and it went away for like an hour...and now it's back...it hurts soooo bad...Th other day I hit my head REALLY hard, so i dunno if it could be from that or wut, but it's pretty darn painful. I prolly should take some more drugs for it tho. man oh man...it makes ( Read more... )

so today...today was....bad. well for one, people can be so fake. Like why be fake? People should just be honest. pisses me off ( Read more... )

So....school is the most frustrating thing I've ever done in my entire life. I wanna quit. People are frustrating too. hhmmm....LIFE! haha ( Read more... )