...So everytime he says something I go thru some extreme emotion....Like it's insane...I dont know wut's goin on...but it's weird. I wanna let go SO bad...but it just wooon't work. And I can't talk abt it bcuz I'm afraid no one wants to hear it anymore. It's shitty as hell.... My karma is really kicking my ass to pieces. I don't know WHAT to do.... ( Read more... )

Sooo...yea. All i want is some head. lol But anyway. Today was a good day...ya know...a few extra-curriculum activities. They were cool. But in the process...I managed to confuse myself even more....LIFE ( Read more... )

SO this guy doesn't like me. For whatever reason...he doesn't. And that's fine. I mean, all 5 feet of me can be pretty intimidating. And I definitely like broke up his relationship. ha! except i didnt. And I couldn't have even if I TRIED. Which i didnt. But it's all good. I've never had someone tell me they don't like me. (except Christina Busick ( Read more... )

SO...I thought "maybe I should write in my livejournal" So that's what I'm doing. While procrastinating. I have homework on the 2nd day of school....I had homework on the first day. I dunno if I'll be able to handle Music Theory. I'm gonna try SO hard...but man...it's SO hard. Like I dont even know why something would be that hard ever in my life. ( Read more... )

Soooo....this birthday was OK....like people got mad at me today....for shit. And pissed me off....but whatever. I do NOT understand ppl all the time ( Read more... )

Yes...I'm tired as FUCK. I'm bout to go to sleep. but I'll have to wake up in an hour to take a shower and prepare my body to go to work. i hate working. I reeeeeeeally wanna quit. I told Corbin that I'm gonna get a sugar daddy. haha that idea isnt sounding so bad now ( Read more... )

Sooo....times are good. King's Island sucks. But I'm off today which is good. Haven't really done anything exciting haha. And for some reason I feel sick all the time. hhmmm ( Read more... )

So i hate life. ha. Like sometimes it's ok, but the overall reality is that it sucks....like a dirty hoe. I'm bored as hell these days. I'm like a workaholic. People are bein crazy. Camp counselors. and like the only thing I like to here nowadays is goin to France. (who goes to France btw? No one haha) This summer is blowing...The only good thing ( Read more... )

SOO....fairfield has been boring. I've been working like MASS! And I just work and talk to ppl on the telephone all day. It's alright. But I wish I could see people ( Read more... )

OK So i left my purse (a blue army fatigue bookbag like thing that I always carry) at Cintas Center in the lil back room where are the orchestra ppl kept their instruments. So if you saw it or picked it up, PLEASE call me!! Cuz it has some important shit (driver's license, SS-card, house key) in it. And I NEED it ( Read more... )