Another year gone by and this year I'm determined to have it be a better one than last year. It's been awhile since I've wrote in here but I figured this could be the space that I can just write...literally write everything and anything that I want ( Read more... )

As I've said plenty of times...life does go on, but I can't say it doesn't hurt like hell each day the sun rises and sets. I've been through a lot and it has been all within a short 8 months. I feel like I don't know anything anymore...the smallest reasonable thing seems to be a huge mess that won't ever go away. I sit outside sumtimes by myself ( Read more... )

It has been lovely being back in Saginaw. I got to see my loves, Jess n Susie, and stay with them at their new apartment for a few days and I got to move into my apartment with my new roomies yesterday! Didn't take me as long as I thought it would which was nice. Things seem to be goin smoothly and tomorrow classes start up. This should be ( Read more... )

As I went thru all my stuff tonight gettin ready to pack everything up to leave for SV on Thursday...I found a lot of stuff that hit hard. Summer is now over, a new year will begin but after this year I don't know if I even want to know what it holds for me. I know I'm a stupid girl to be going thru the past but it haunts me everyday. Reality hit ( Read more... )

I totally lied bout the wonderful guy thing in my last entry (Fuckin assholes out there I tell ya LOL)

Summer is soon to end and looking back at it...I did a lot of nothing! lol I worked my ass off to barely scratch by and only a have a few hundred saved up. Boo for that! Hopefully Saginaw will have a lot more to offer as money and jobs go. A few more weeks and I'll be back home where I belong. Where not only a few things make sense but mainly ( Read more... )

You'd think that maybe my family and I could get a break...but no! Once time has passed and our lives slowly return to their natural state we get another one of those "calls" Life isn't fair and life is dealt with cards that can burn into your deepest parts of the body...but this is ridiculous!! Ya know I thought maybe I was just gettin to the pt ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't written for awhile but really my life revolves around work, sleep, friends and family. Really exciting...this I know! hehe Well let's see...I got a new job. I am now a cashier at the Sand Lake Party Store, YIPEE! Naw actually it's a really good place to work and everyone is really nice. It's kinda handy havin a place like that if ya ( Read more... )

Yesterday morning was my final goodbye...It was weird standing out in the cemetary, realizing that the caskett we are looking at was my Grandmothers. It's just not right, it's not fair...It was a really good turn out though, many people who are close friends to the family. I've been drunk since noon yesterday it seems. I just can't hack this...I'm ( Read more... )

I GOT RASCAL FLATT TICKETS FOR JUNE 9TH! OMG SO EXCITED, come that Friday Aaron, Morgan and Myself will be headed to the Palace! AHHHH I LOVE IT!